Howling at the moon

It's a crazy full moon tomorrow. There's all sorts of stuff which is supposed to be happening (I read a lot of horoscopes) but so far things continue to be good.

WFM has slowed down which is a shame as I've been enjoying the prospect of money in the bank but I'm sure there will be other things coming up. Perhaps I was a bit too fast in telling C I no longer wanted his guilt money. Ah well, it was a false sense of security and who really wants money from a man who no longer wants to be with you? Pride doesn't pay the bills I know, but when money is attached to someone who lied to you and cheated on you, then pride goes a hell of a long way in regaining one's self esteem.

Bitter? No. Angry? Indeed and it's about time. Victim no more. I am sad that our relationship ended the way it did. I'm sad I had to find out about the lies from someone else but do I wish for the past? No.

On an incredibly positive note, I'm heading back to the UK for New Year. I'm very excited to start a new tradition... fun at the holidays. C was a big scrooge - there's nothing like a tight millionaire who decides that we'll have a $25 gift limit to take the fun out of things! Unfair of me, I know. There were other gifts through the year but sometimes it's nice to jump on the commercial bandwagon and actually enjoy Christmas. I certainly plan to this year.

So two weeks until I leave. There's a lot to be done even without Work For Money. I have loose ends to tie up. I want to start 2009 with a spring my step, money in my pocket and a fat, curly dog on the end of a lead. So far we're on track for all three but this year still may have a surprise or two up its sleeve.